...Nervous Breakdown...

Oks... basically I am scared as hell now. After last week traumatizing test of the non-calculator maths exam, being completely unexpected, and having barely anything we understood in it. I have been thrown off completely. So now I am freaking out.

My Calculator exam is on the 1st, at 9:30am. I am so scared that I will fail. Most people are only aiming for their C grades. But I need a B, but preferably an A to do A-level maths. And last weeks test wasn't exactly easy for me, so I need to do EXTREMELY well in this exam to pull it up. If I want a B over all in my GCSE maths, then I need a B in the exams. If I want an A, I need an A in the exams. It's so scary... I don't care if I have to do OCR. But if I got a C in it, and I couldn't take it for A-level I would re-sit the whole Maths GCSE because I couldn't handle not doing it at A-level. The reason for this is because I need Maths to help me comprehend Physics. So if I take Physics A-level, and I don't have the Maths one, I will most likely fail my A-level.

I finally learned how to do simultaneous equations, quadratic equations, and advanced fraction-anated algebraic equations with ease, which I am euphorical about. As they are highly likely to come up in my exam! I need a little practice on my frustum's and truncated parts, and a little on straight line graphs, but other than that I have revised my ass off. And I will still me all weekend. I will be in on Monday morning freaking out about the exam, most likely in tears with my Maths teacher Kerian, begging him to cheat like Peter and Tervr did in the R.E and Business Studies exams, by going in and looking at the test before the exam. Then coming out and telling us what is on the test, so we can revise it quickly before we go in.

I swear I bet I will cry my eyes out on Monday. I really hope Kerian will still help me on Monday morning before the exam....

That reminds me, I have grown to love Kerian, and hes became my favorite teacher, and I told him to his face, and now he has a little letter confirming it, so he'll always remember me. I also drew him a picture and wrote a poem on it, for him so he can remember me if I don't come back next year. (The picture at the top.)

So yeah basically I am gonna' have a nervous breakdown...

Love.

x

... GCSE art, and all the exams...

So... GCSE art is now over! Fini! Of course the examiner is coming in, either next week, or the week after, to moderate our work to make sure everything is being fairly marked. My Mental Health Exam is being moderated! Ahh! and the Final piece isn't done, as you can see! => Although it only needs a touch up here and there, if you know what I mean. I am just so happy that it's OVER! But, I was dissapointed the day I had to hand it all in, as I hadn't slept for over 48 hours, and I still wasn't completely happy with my projects standards. The only good thing was my Pencil Study page, for my unit three. (up at the top) It came out how I like my work to look.

Oh! also! My clay pot is done! for my unit two... it blew up in the kiln, so the side was distroyed, but I stuck it back on, and painted it, and the out come is above.

Yeah...

Oh! Another few things to mention, I came second in my school poerty compotition. =D Yay! Niall Scott deserved to win. Umm... L.L.W exam on the 6th of May, R.E on the 12th of May, I am choosing my A-levels on the 14th of May, and I am on study leave from the 14th also.

Yeah... so thats it so far!